Regrets... I've had a few?
Saturday, October 20, 2007
I think I'm starting to have pretty major regrets... regrets about choices that i made about 3 years ago. I think that's why I feel quite depressed lately. I start regretting my choice everytime I see some really cool designs *like Shinichi Ogawa's or even Naoto Fukusawa's*.... sigh.... feel so impressed I feel so inspired.... then I start thinking! Did I make the right decision? Should I have just went with it? and everytime i start thinking about this... I'll just tell myself that I have new goals now & the choice has been made, so just stick with it, there is nothing wrong with this choice. Maybe... just maybe, 10 years from now I'll look back and say "why didn't I get away while I could?" or "Thank goodness I stood by my decision"... Hopefully it's the latter.
Well.. that was one of the regrets.... I've felt that way for about 3 years except that lately it's just been too unbearable especially when some lecturer goes about saying negative things.... feel so helpless.... Another regret is regarding my future. If I had just listened to my parents and went somewhere sodarnnearit'spracticallywalkingdistance... probably then i won't have second thoughts on my future well being.
Can I ask my so unresponsive readers something?
Is an internship more important than finishing one's studies faster?Labels: Emo, Gibberish
Robbstar froze at 11:48 pm
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