Forgive but not Forgotten
Thursday, June 09, 2005
Yeah I'm this type of person. I may have forgiven U but I never forget. So people out there be very careful. I read somewhere that said that by remembering all these things and not letting it out can take a toll on people's health but I don't give a DAMN. Whoever that crosses me shall always be reminded what he/she has done or rather, in one way or another I'll get my revenge.
Regardless of all this moral talks I'll hunt the living day lights out of U. U may think that I have forgotten but inside U will never know what is happening. If U piss me off and tell me to shut up *ie. ms. pissed me off from the pissed off entry* then I'll keep my mouth shut and U will most likely not here from me anymore. Yeah friends are important but if saying "Hi" is such a crime for this ***** then I would rather not have this ***** as a friend , U get it!!
Oh this entry is very different from my others. I'm reminiscing on the past. The past that has already happened, what people had done to me over the course of time which I will never forget.
When I was in primary school - 2 events. One in Std 1 and another in Std 6
High School - 1 event. Form 4
College - none so far
Arghhh these memories are bringing tears to my eyes. I believe in everything happens for a reason and that what is done is done, U can't go back in time to change it. I had my revenge for the event in Std 1 but it definitely wasn't sweet! rather I didn't feel very good. But regardless, I'll still rememeber what people do to me. Yesterday, someone *U know who U are when I start explaining* asked me , "you don't have feeling one meh?" I said I'm the happy go lucky kind but when I came back I started to think. These events that happen I consider are my experiences, yeah maybe I don't have feeling that's why I have these events but these events taught me plenty of lessons. Regardless of how nice U treat a person, the person may not treat U the same way and may just use U for the sake of his/her own profit.
Every individual is different so I'm the type that would let go if U just tell me to do so. There's no use clinging on to U when it's only a one way road. When U do tell me, don't appear again and pretend to be my best friend as if nothing has happened. I may act according to the situation but don't expect anything from me in the future. As I'm typing this, there isn't any anger but rather sadness. It's like ur best friend suddenly telling U that U guys are not friends anymore and never will be, then one day she appears and pertends that she never said those things and wants to be your best friend again.
I would rather keep this thought here and only here. I won't have any mood to talk about it anywhere else. Or rather, I'll rather not talk about it at all . So, so long now people await my happier side. Sorry Mei Shea didn't sms U today, 2morrow ar.
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